so that my soul chooses strangling, death rather than my bones.

My soul has had her dwelling too long with him who hates peace.

So that my soul chooseth strangling, and death rather than my life.

My soul hath long dwelt with him that hateth peace.

My soul is weary of my life. I will give free course to my complaint. I will speak in the bitterness of my soul.

Surely I have stilled and quieted my soul, like a weaned child with his mother, like a weaned child is my soul within me.

So she uncovered her prostitution, and uncovered her nakedness then my soul was alienated from her, like as my soul was alienated from her sister.

My soul is weary of my life I will leave my complaint upon myself I will speak in the bitterness of my soul.

Surely I have behaved and quieted myself, as a child that is weaned of his mother my soul is even as a weaned child.

So she discovered her whoredoms, and discovered her nakedness then my mind was alienated from her, like as my mind was alienated from her sister.

In the hope that it will help change behaviors. I thought myself pathetic in my failure to react.

I remember God, and I groan. I complain, and my spirit is overwhelmed. Selah.

I remembered God, and was troubled I complained, and my spirit was overwhelmed. Selah.

I don't really think of myself as a designer, I don't really think of myself necessarily as a fashion designer.

Why do I even care?

Let me correct myself.

They also refused. Finally, I decide, use sanitary pad myself.

And I said to myself, I wanna get me one of them.

And I didn't just see myself carving down a mountain of powder,

Didn't I weep for him who was in trouble? Wasn't my soul grieved for the needy?

Did not I weep for him that was in trouble? was not my soul grieved for the poor?

And of course, it made me question, if I wasn't able to have another child, what would that mean for my marriage, and just me as a woman.

I mean, I've been saying I've been prepping.

I tried to kill myself twice.

I just want to hug them all.

For my own sake, for my own sake, will I do it for how should my name be profaned? I will not give my glory to another.

For mine own sake, even for mine own sake, will I do it for how should my name be polluted? and I will not give my glory unto another.

I think of myself as a ... I don't know what I think of myself as.

I will destroy your high places, and cut down your incense altars, and cast your dead bodies upon the bodies of your idols and my soul will abhor you.

This is the reward of my adversaries from Yahweh, of those who speak evil against my soul.

By night on my bed, I sought him whom my soul loves. I sought him, but I didn't find him.

And I will destroy your high places, and cut down your images, and cast your carcases upon the carcases of your idols, and my soul shall abhor you.

Let this be the reward of mine adversaries from the LORD, and of them that speak evil against my soul.

By night on my bed I sought him whom my soul loveth I sought him, but I found him not.

Rather than convince myself that I have all the answers, I reach out.

In March of 2001 I filmed myself dancing to Madonna's Justify My Love.

But I call God for a witness to my soul, that I didn't come to Corinth to spare you.

Moreover I call God for a record upon my soul, that to spare you I came not as yet unto Corinth.

And so on. If I think of myself as a musician ...

So I said, I'm going to dedicate myself.

I will present myself at the meeting.

I exhausted myself by walking a long distance.

I ask myself what he did.

Allow me to properly introduce myself first.

My soul stays close to you. Your right hand holds me up.