Layla had an undiagnosed mental illness.

Be instructed, Jerusalem, lest my soul be alienated from you lest I make you a desolation, a land not inhabited.

Be thou instructed, O Jerusalem, lest my soul depart from thee lest I make thee desolate, a land not inhabited.

My soul is weary of my life. I will give free course to my complaint. I will speak in the bitterness of my soul.

Surely I have stilled and quieted my soul, like a weaned child with his mother, like a weaned child is my soul within me.

So she uncovered her prostitution, and uncovered her nakedness then my soul was alienated from her, like as my soul was alienated from her sister.

My soul is weary of my life I will leave my complaint upon myself I will speak in the bitterness of my soul.

Surely I have behaved and quieted myself, as a child that is weaned of his mother my soul is even as a weaned child.

So she discovered her whoredoms, and discovered her nakedness then my mind was alienated from her, like as my mind was alienated from her sister.

He realizes that I cannot kill, so he didn t even try to convince me to defend myself.

even as I also please all men in all things, not seeking my own profit, but the profit of the many, that they may be saved.

When I was present with you and was in need, I wasn't a burden on anyone, for the brothers, when they came from Macedonia, supplied the measure of my need. In everything I kept myself from being burdensome to you, and I will continue to do so.

Even as I please all men in all things, not seeking mine own profit, but the profit of many, that they may be saved.

And when I was present with you, and wanted, I was chargeable to no man for that which was lacking to me the brethren which came from Macedonia supplied and in all things I have kept myself from being burdensome unto you, and so will I keep myself.

If my purchase harms me, I have nobody to blame but myself.

I don't really think of myself as a designer, I don't really think of myself necessarily as a fashion designer.

Why do I even care?

Let me correct myself.

See, it's one of the great blessings of my very unorthodox childhood that I wasn't ever asked to define myself as any one thing at any point.

I mean, I've been saying I've been prepping.

I tried to kill myself twice.

I just want to hug them all.

For my own sake, for my own sake, will I do it for how should my name be profaned? I will not give my glory to another.

For mine own sake, even for mine own sake, will I do it for how should my name be polluted? and I will not give my glory unto another.

And so on. If I think of myself as a musician ...

So I said, I'm going to dedicate myself.

I will present myself at the meeting.

I exhausted myself by walking a long distance.

I ask myself what he did.

Allow me to properly introduce myself first.

My soul stays close to you. Your right hand holds me up.

My soul has observed your testimonies. I love them exceedingly.

Let my soul live, that I may praise you. Let your ordinances help me.

Praise Yah! Praise Yahweh, my soul.

My soul still remembers them, and is bowed down within me.

Mary said, My soul magnifies the Lord.

My soul followeth hard after thee thy right hand upholdeth me.

My soul hath kept thy testimonies and I love them exceedingly.

Let my soul live, and it shall praise thee and let thy judgments help me.

Praise ye the LORD. Praise the LORD, O my soul.

My soul hath them still in remembrance, and is humbled in me.

And Mary said, My soul doth magnify the Lord,

Finally, I said, Why am I clapping?

Maybe I'll feel good myself.

So it turns out I'm sort of getting ahead of myself.