And I'm still frankly struggling with the intuition behind it.

I battle for beauty, and the ugly gets crowned.

When I fight matched pairs, they fight to the death.

Now, do you see what I have to contend with?

I won't give up because I have something worth fighting for.

And then slowly, finally struggling up out of the water, into the light, into the air, thinking,

I need to face my addiction and so do all women like me.

When I was really young, William Burroughs told me, and I was really struggling, we never had any money, and the advice that William gave me was Build a good name. Keep your name clean.

Leaving behind a trail of craters and mounds of rubble, the Israeli tanks yesterday have pulled away after a 48 hour siege.