I can't feel my lips my face is frozen I can't feel my hands I can't feel my feet.

I hit my head on my desk. I broke my cheekbone, I got five stitches on my right eye.

I am weary with my groaning. Every night I flood my bed. I drench my couch with my tears.

I have come into my garden, my sister, my bride. I have gathered my myrrh with my spice I have eaten my honeycomb with my honey I have drunk my wine with my milk. Friends Eat, friends! Drink, yes, drink abundantly, beloved. Beloved

I am come into my garden, my sister, my spouse I have gathered my myrrh with my spice I have eaten my honeycomb with my honey I have drunk my wine with my milk eat, O friends drink, yea, drink abundantly, O beloved.

I am weary with my groaning all the night make I my bed to swim I water my couch with my tears.

As I slowly lost my speech, I gained my voice.

I acknowledged my sin to you. I didn't hide my iniquity. I said, I will confess my transgressions to Yahweh, and you forgave the iniquity of my sin. Selah.

I am revisiting my country, my past, my childhood.

What do I want for my future? I want to return to my home, I want peace and harmony where I can raise my family.

I started thinking about my father and my grandfather and my great grandfather, and I realized that I had all of these Teds going through my blood stream that I had to consider this my element.

I pour out my complaint before him. I tell him my troubles.

I remember my song in the night. I consider in my own heart my spirit diligently inquires

I have commanded my consecrated ones yes, I have called my mighty men for my anger, even my proudly exulting ones.

I kept my passport in my pocket when I woke up in the morning because I sometimes have dreams that I am travelling without my passport.

Though I were perfect, yet would I not know my soul I would despise my life.

Every step I took it seemed like I was losing one of my memories of this country. Every step I took I felt I was failing my friends, my family, my home at Yarmouk. Then I heard someone whisper, It s Turkey.

I owe my success to my friend.

I had my brother repair my bicycle.

I had my brother repair my bicycle.

Now I am stateless. I don t know how I will be able to visit my aged mother, my brothers, sisters and my friends.

I will say of Yahweh, He is my refuge and my fortress my God, in whom I trust.

I do dream in X ray. I see my projects in my sleep.

I also will answer my part, and I also will show my opinion.

For I will declare my iniquity. I will be sorry for my sin.

I poured out my complaint before him I shewed before him my trouble.

If I say, I will forget my complaint, I will leave off my heaviness, and comfort myself

But then when that bull stepped on my kidney, you know, I didn't lose my kidney I could have lost my kidney, I kept my kidney, so I don't think I'm a born loser.

For my name's sake will I defer my anger, and for my praise will I refrain for you, that I not cut you off.

My soul is weary of my life I will leave my complaint upon myself I will speak in the bitterness of my soul.

I am weary of my crying my throat is dried mine eyes fail while I wait for my God.

I cried unto the LORD with my voice with my voice unto the LORD did I make my supplication.

I made known my intentions to my parents.

I want my dinner brought to my room.

I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket.

My body grew numb and I lost my voice so I couldn t scream anymore.

I have found David, my servant. I have anointed him with my holy oil,

I have found David my servant with my holy oil have I anointed him

I beseech thee for my son Onesimus, whom I have begotten in my bonds

If I say, 'I will forget my complaint, I will put off my sad face, and cheer up '

Then I said, 'I shall die in my own house, I shall number my days as the sand.

Behold, I am of small account. What shall I answer you? I lay my hand on my mouth.

Then I said, I shall die in my nest, and I shall multiply my days as the sand.

When I come back to my desk I can just pinch that information back to my desktop so I can use my full size computer.

I had no relief for my spirit, because I didn't find Titus, my brother, but taking my leave of them, I went out into Macedonia.